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Suicide

**This is an older post that I have been holding on to.. I am fine and in much better mindset! THIS POST CONTAINS POSSIBLY TRIGGERING CONTENT. PLEASE READ AT YPUR DISCRETION I thought about suicide today. The first day in a year. The. First. Day. In. A. Year. I’ve thought about suicide. It hurts toContinue reading “Suicide”

Importance of Mental Health

Let’s talk mental health. It’s what I preach on so let’s address it a little further. We’ve touched on depression so let’s touch in recovery. October 2018, my grandma( moms mom)passed away unexpectedly. She had many health issues but it was still a shock. The next Thanksgiving was really rough as I spent just aboutContinue reading “Importance of Mental Health”

Let’s Talk Depression

Most of you guys know by now just from reading the blog that I suffer from depression. About a year ago I was diagnosed with severe manic depression and severe social anxiety on top of three other minor forms of depression and anxiety. Since then, I have been prescribed antidepressants and as you guys knowContinue reading “Let’s Talk Depression”

Mary Jane

Imagine waking up in the morning in pain. Going to work daily in pain. Coming home in pain. Can’t sleep because of the pain. Headaches, muscle aches, joint aches, probably anything you can imagine hurts. That’s how I have lived my life for the past however many years I can remember. I don’t know ifContinue reading “Mary Jane”

Abused

Back to the boys and the reason I have had such horrible depression and body issues. 🙄 So 2015 I was in the worst of my depression. I have never felt the way I felt now before. I lost Nick, my love and my best friend, I had lost my job, I was on theContinue reading “Abused”

Twinny Twin Twin

I wanna take a break in the sad boys and the abuse to talk about my babies a little. They aren’t babies anymore but they will always be my babies. Sometimes I think back on life and I wish I would’ve done this different. I was 18, fresh out of high school, had so manyContinue reading “Twinny Twin Twin”