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**This is an older post that I have been holding on to.. I am fine and in much better mindset! THIS POST CONTAINS POSSIBLY TRIGGERING CONTENT. PLEASE READ AT YPUR DISCRETION I thought about suicide today. The first day in a year. The. First. Day. In. A. Year. I’ve thought about suicide. It hurts toContinue reading “Suicide”

I’m Back!

Sheesh.. I’ve been away too long! Two much has happened so this will probably be a couple posts worth. Last post I told y’all about the move. Well it’s been 4 1/2 months and we’re in Tennessee! We absolutely love it here! Not sure how the summer weather is so similar to Florida weather butContinue reading “I’m Back!”

C’s Get Degrees

I used to think my kids getting straight A’s was the best thing they could do. They have taken a couple years from public school and have been homeschooled and this opened up my eyes to many other traits and qualities my babies have. This time last year Belinda wouldn’t get off the couch. SheContinue reading “C’s Get Degrees”

Man Up 🙄

I started my day off great. Had a photo shoot, which means I will be around my favorite ladies, smoking our Mary Jane, half naked, posing in front of a camera. Who wouldn’t want to start their day this way?! I got done with my photo shoot, I went and got EJ from my brothersContinue reading “Man Up 🙄”

Not okay

I stand in the shower. Hot water running down my body. Tears flowing from my eyes. I’m not okay. I know I’m not okay. It’s been a year. My medicine isn’t working the same. I’m in a rut and I can’t get out. I’m starving but I can’t eat. I wanna go places but IContinue reading “Not okay”

Anxiety is…

Anxiety is intense, excessive, and persistent worry and fear about everyday situations.That is the text book definition but let me tell you what anxiety is to me. Anxiety is the mild panic when I am parked facing away from the school bus stop because somehow I convince myself we are going to miss the hugeContinue reading “Anxiety is…”


The boyfriend I had before Mike was awful! Fucking awful! It took me a while to catch on to what was happening and after I realized, I realized I had to get out. October, he convinced me to quit my job. I was miserable at Sonic so he took that and convinced me to quit.Continue reading “Thief”


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