How many times have they kept you from your family? How many times have they called you a whore for talking to an old friend? How many time have they tried to get you fired from your job? How many times have they followed you to work because he didnāt trust you? How many timesContinue reading “Emotional abuse is abuse”
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Suicide
**This is an older post that I have been holding on to.. I am fine and in much better mindset! THIS POST CONTAINS POSSIBLY TRIGGERING CONTENT. PLEASE READ AT YPUR DISCRETION I thought about suicide today. The first day in a year. The. First. Day. In. A. Year. Iāve thought about suicide. It hurts toContinue reading “Suicide”
I’m Back!
Sheesh.. I’ve been away too long! Two much has happened so this will probably be a couple posts worth. Last post I told y’all about the move. Well it’s been 4 1/2 months and we’re in Tennessee! We absolutely love it here! Not sure how the summer weather is so similar to Florida weather butContinue reading “I’m Back!”
500 Miles Between Us
In 2018, I got a job offer to move to Poinciana, Fl. Taking this job was going to be huge for me. I was going to move to a brand new city, lead a team to open a brand new Sonic, make new friends, and raise my kids in a new better place. We wouldContinue reading “500 Miles Between Us”
Cās Get Degrees
I used to think my kids getting straight Aās was the best thing they could do. They have taken a couple years from public school and have been homeschooled and this opened up my eyes to many other traits and qualities my babies have. This time last year Belinda wouldnāt get off the couch. SheContinue reading “Cās Get Degrees”
Man Up š
I started my day off great. Had a photo shoot, which means I will be around my favorite ladies, smoking our Mary Jane, half naked, posing in front of a camera. Who wouldnāt want to start their day this way?! I got done with my photo shoot, I went and got EJ from my brothersContinue reading “Man Up š”
Not okay
I stand in the shower. Hot water running down my body. Tears flowing from my eyes. Iām not okay. I know Iām not okay. Itās been a year. My medicine isnāt working the same. Iām in a rut and I canāt get out. Iām starving but I canāt eat. I wanna go places but IContinue reading “Not okay”
Facebook Dating Turns into Love
Okay okay okay. I made you guys wait long enough to tell you about Michael. Almost 2 years ago I met Mike. We met on Facebook dating app. I downloaded the app because I was bored and I really just wanted someone to waste my time. He was looking for a āfriends with benefitsā typeContinue reading “Facebook Dating Turns into Love”
Anxiety isā¦
Anxiety is intense, excessive, and persistent worry and fear about everyday situations.That is the text book definition but let me tell you what anxiety is to me. Anxiety is the mild panic when I am parked facing away from the school bus stop because somehow I convince myself we are going to miss the hugeContinue reading “Anxiety is⦔
Thief
The boyfriend I had before Mike was awful! Fucking awful! It took me a while to catch on to what was happening and after I realized, I realized I had to get out. October, he convinced me to quit my job. I was miserable at Sonic so he took that and convinced me to quit.Continue reading “Thief”